It’s not like I want
To sit here and welcome you
With open arms that are not harmed
But why do you have
To keep running away
From my stretched hand?

I don’t want you
not to change and stay
always as you were
But why do you have to
Flicker so much
Between my hope and my fear?

Oh please don’t ignore me
Oh please don’t annoy me!
If only you could manage to
Stay barely under the surface
Of my counciousness,
Now that would be great.

I don’t know if I can reach you
Despite what they say or won’t.
I don’t know if I could reach you
And I wouldn’t know what to do if I do
Oh but if it makes me walk
That’s ok, if at least it makes me walk.

I wouldn’t know
If I should despise you
Or blindly embrace you
But the only thing I know
Better than anything
Is that I can't negate you

And you’re the only constant
That exists in my life
And will only leave me
When I die
Because you’re not really there
No you’re not really there.

But I’ll walk
To wherever you point me next
And I’ll turn back
If you point the other way
With doubtful or sure thoughts
Because you make me walk.

I don’t know if I can reach you
Despite what they say or won’t.
I don’t know if I could reach you
And I wouldn’t know what to do if I do
Oh but if it makes me walk
That’s ok, if at least it makes me walk.